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  • Do you feel that there is a kind of "blindness" that can occur when a victim of an affair denies the truth?

Question: Do you feel that there is a kind of "blindness" that can occur when a victim of an affair denies the truth? I seem to experience this when my husband was fooling around with my best friend. The affair went on for two years before I could acknowledge it to myself. But why would I deny the truth? Why do victims "choose" to be blind?

That psychological process is called denial, and it is designed to protect the mind from an unacceptable thought or reality. Once a person admits to herself that a beloved spouse has been unfaithful, then he or she is obligated to deal with that circumstance.

The extremely painful experience of grief, anxiety, and insomnia become inevitable once the truth has been faced. Furthermore, the injured person fears that a confrontation with the unfaithful partner might drive the spouse into the arms of the new lover. Given these concerns, the person consciously or unconsciously chooses not to notice the affair in the hope that it will blow over and be forgotten. Obviously, there is ample motivation for a vulnerable person to deny what the eyes are seeing.

When the evidence of unfaithfulness becomes overwhelming, a man or woman will sometimes "ask" the guilty spouse to assist with the denial. This is done by making accusations in the hope of being proven wrong. For example, a wife will say, "Are you and Donna seeing one another?"

"No, I have told a thousand times that nothing is going on," he lies.

"But where were you until 2.00 A.M. last night?"

"I had car trouble. Now will you get off my back?"

This wife knows her husband's story is phony, but she continually asks him to lie to her. And interestingly, she does not feel obligated to "blow the whistle" on him until he admits his involvement … which may never happen. These tacit agreements help her maintain the illusion that all is well and provide a permissive environment in which the husband can play around.

Denial has many applications and uses in human experience. It will permit a woman to ignore a suspicious lump in her breast or the drugs in her son's bedroom or the debt that the family is
accumulating. Through this process the mind is protected for a time, but it often permits even greater disaster to gain a foothold in our lives.

Question: Several months ago my husband announced that he was leaving me for another woman. Since then, he has seeing her regularly, but he hasn't left home and seems to be in a state of confusion. He's lost fifteen pounds and just looks terrible. What do you think is going on in his mind? He won't talk to me about his feelings, and he becomes angry when I ask him questions.

It is likely that your husband is experiencing intense guilt and conflict that often accompany a selfish and sinful act such as infidelity. There is a little voice that eats into us at such moments, although some of us have learned to block this. Even when we ignore its condemnation, the conscience continues to prick us and will not permit gross violations of moral laws without a struggle. It is not uncommon for a person in this situation to experience a kind of internal war that can only be resolved in one of three ways.

- The conscience wins and the person returns to the straight life;
- The person rationalizes so effectively that his behavior begins to seem pure and holy;
- The conscience wins but the person persists in doing what he or she wants to do anyway.

People in the third category, which may include your husband, can be some of the most miserable men and women on the face of the earth. Their behavior has contradicted their personal code of ethics, and all attempts to reconcile the two have been futile. Stated another way, these individuals are in a conflict situation with their conscience.

Not only psychological disorders but also physical illness can result from such disharmony! A person who is going through his internal conflict often experience depression, weight loss, sleepless nights, nail biting, etc. The ordeal is extremely uncomfortable to the sensitive individual.

If we are right about your husband's frame of mind, you can expect him to commit himself very quickly either to you or to the other woman. It is simply too painful to remain in suspended animation between good and evil. I would advise you to seek professional counsel as to whether this is the proper moment to require your husband to make his choice. With the few facts I have been given, I would lean in that direction.

Question: My marriage to my wife has been a very unsatisfying thing for me. I would divorce her if it were not for my concern for our three children. What does the research say about the impact of divorce on kids?

It's now known that emotional development in children is directly related to the presence of warm, nurturing, sustained, and continuous interaction with both parents. Anything that interferes with the vital relationship with either mother or father can have lasting consequences for the child.

One landmark study revealed that 90 percent of children from divorced homes suffered from an acute sense of shock when the separation occurred, including profound grieving and irrational fears. 50 percent reported feeling rejected and abandoned, and indeed, half of the fathers never came to see their children three years after the divorce.

One-third of the boys and girls feared being abandoned by the remaining parent, and 66 percent experienced yearning for the absent parent with an intensity that researches described as overwhelming. Most significant, 37 percent of the children were even more unhappy and dissatisfied five years after the divorce than they had been at eighteen months after. In other words, time did not heal their wounds.

That's the real meaning of divorce. It is certainly what I think about, with righteous indignation, when I see infidelity and marital deceit portrayed on television as some kind of exciting game for two.

The bottom line is that you are right to consider the welfare of your children in deciding whether or not to seek a divorce. As empty as the marital relationship continues to be for you, it is likely, from what I choose to stick it out.

This article was written by Focus on the Family Malaysia and the Questions and Answers are extracted from "Complete Family and Marriage Home Reference Guide" with permission. For more information, please contact:

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